If only he knew the pain, she was in,

How she suffered her life as a sin.

Arrogance reached her, as she was not the best.

The biggest flaw she had, was nothing like the rest.

Tried to make him, listen. Tried to make him see,

That everyday she fakes her smile; not a single glee.

Fear in her heart, as she feels vulnerably weak.

She tries to be strong; forgiveness she seeks.

Holding back tears, suppressing blood-curling screams.

Preferring fantasies than reality; all day she dreams.

Suspecting her of things, she had not done.

She was a girl no one understood why she had not run.

Away from home and away from him,

His voice was no heavenly hymn.

He would point out her imperfection,

Insult her appearance and compliment her rejection.

That was what he mostly did; not noticing how hurt she was.

Hurting her mentally was enough to make her life take a long pause.

The day she became a masochist and her words slowly faded.

Her life slowly dried and as every second passed, she was left jaded.

Now becoming stronger from that stupid mistake,

She just left her heart to naturally ache.

His harsh words and the tone of his voice,

So full of hate, it left her no choice.

Left her to think, she had no love and no more hope.

Hiding the hurt in her voice and her cries as she mopes.

People told her that he still loved her no matter what.

She shrugged off the words and ignored them for that.

She believed them; only displeased with their obliviousness

Displeased with their tries that ended in a complete mess.

Ungrateful, they call her; yet did not try to understand.

They did not know she was created on a one-night stand

Chaos and insensitive opinions being shared.

Only one thing she was sure off; he never cared.

Never had and never will.

As time stands so still.

Notice something; that she was his daughter.

A child of his own; blood is thicker than water.

How can you be so blind to see?

That this girl was a nobody… she was me.