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no name. / Sunday, November 4, 2007 @ 4:52 PM
{copy her words and paste it onto your lips.} |don't delete it or you'll get trapped.| copy and paste. copy and paste. copy and paste. copy and pasteee.
sometimes we just want so badly to copy what we see and paste it where we want it to be. it's easy, the method of copy and paste, but dangerous at the same time and that's why we continuously do it. they even put a name to it; plagiarism but i refer to it as "unrequited love" seems off topic and incredibly irrelevant but if you look at it the way i do, you'll see what i really mean. sometimes i wish i could copy and paste love. who wouldn't? sometimes i wish i can erase a memory that i know will haunt me forever. one of which happened this very day. ♥ i didn't even get to say hello. as soon as i picked up the phone, i heard her strong sharp voice echoing through my ears just like countless of times before. however, today there was a twist to it. her voice wasn't the normal edgy voice that seemed to stab you at every full stop in a sentence. she slurred her words carelessly and rolled her tongue more. there was no edge. no sharp tone. only the slur of her drunken words. "happy birthday, darling." it was loud and clear. and it hurt so much. i held back the tears as i tried to make sense of her drunken state. there she was wishing me a "happy birthday" on the wrong day. she must be drunk for a good reason. she'll call back in five days time to greet me again... she will. she has to. because in five days time... it will be my birthday. the day she gave birth to me. you call to greet me. you call to say, "happy birthday." but not on the right day. how i wish for the pain to go away. how i wish, it just went my way. <3 atoning for all the tears, averydelicatedjazz | ||||
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