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facing facts. / Friday, May 9, 2008 @ 7:29 PM
{"you're not worth it."} |then who is?| he did it again. he said "God wasted his time and talents on you because you're not worth it." those were his exact words. no exaggeration from me. those were the exact words that left his raging mouth. my very own father, tells me that i am not worth it. it takes a lot of self-esteem to get over his taunts and harsh words. who does he think he is? who does he think i am? it hurts because this isn't the first time he has been this harsh. it hurts because... he was never this harsh. he has said some incredibly low things. but nothing like this. because this is something you'd expect from my mother. and that is what hurts the most. because now, i do not have a father to turn to. telling me that i am not worth it, how i took every word that hit, how hard it is to admit, that my own father made me quit because he told me that i was not worth it. <3 atoning for all the screams,
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