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"home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

i have a habit of wandering,
therefore i get lost a lot.

zealous zero. / Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 5:52 PM

♥

it
feels
empty.

so fill it up with words
that may be able
to describe
the emotions
you are
feeling.

crying climax. / Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 5:38 PM

have you ever wondered,

what it would be like

to be free?

have you ever wondered,

what it would be like

to be me?

feeling so

helpless.

feeling so

hopeless.

who the hell do you think you are?

cry out.
speak out.
think out.

fuck
this
shit.

this is how it is,
this is how it goes.

you start from the beginning
you finish with the end.

it is as simple as that.
but complicated as hell.

cryingoutinpain.
screamingoutagain.
shoutingout
ifeelinsane.

don't you think the space bar is useless?

the space

=equals=

emptiness.

like as if i don't feel fucking alone right now,
and so i cry out...

till i slowly,

climax.

whenever i feel alone,
all i seem to do is try to atone
for all the flaws i have shown.
don't leave me with the unknown
as i feel so alone.

<3 atoning for all the cries,
averyemptyjazz

awkward attacks. / @ 9:50 AM

{when all you can say is,}
|"i'm sorry for acting so weird"|
|it's fucked.|

i was such a pathetic fool today.
i can't even find the right words to describe just how stupid i was.

that's how bad it is.
that's how stupid it is.
that's how foolish i am.
that's how pathetic i am.

talk about

awkward.

talk about

weird.

never truly knew what the words meant till now.

*and i don't even think i'm exaggerating*

the way i started the conversation

awkward

the way i ended the conversation

fucked up

the way i spoke throughout the whole fucking conversation

pathetic.

you think you need help?

think again.

that conversation we had was indeed weird,
but for some reason i'm not sorry for the way i appeared.
even though acting like a fool is exactly what i feared,
but at least the pain has not smeared...
at least by not that much. so don't be revered.

<3 atoning for all the cries,
averyunusualjazz

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"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won."
Profile "home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros i have a habit of wandering, therefore i get lost a lot.
zealous zero. / Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 5:52 PM ♥ it feels empty. so fill it up with words that may be able to describe the emotions you are feeling. crying climax. / Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 5:38 PM have you ever wondered, what it would be like to be free? have you ever wondered, what it would be like to be me? feeling so helpless. feeling so hopeless. who the hell do you think you are? cry out. speak out. think out. fuck this shit. this is how it is, this is how it goes. you start from the beginning you finish with the end. it is as simple as that. but complicated as hell. cryingoutinpain. screamingoutagain. shoutingout ifeelinsane. don't you think the space bar is useless? the space =equals= emptiness. like as if i don't feel fucking alone right now, and so i cry out... till i slowly, climax. whenever i feel alone, all i seem to do is try to atone for all the flaws i have shown. don't leave me with the unknown as i feel so alone. <3 atoning for all the cries, averyemptyjazz awkward attacks. / @ 9:50 AM {when all you can say is,} \|"i'm sorry for acting so weird"\| \|it's fucked.\| i was such a pathetic fool today. i can't even find the right words to describe just how stupid i was. that's how bad it is. that's how stupid it is. that's how foolish i am. that's how pathetic i am. talk about awkward. talk about weird. never truly knew what the words meant till now. and i don't even think i'm exaggerating the way i started the conversation = awkward the way i ended the conversation = fucked up the way i spoke throughout the whole fucking conversation = pathetic. you think you need help? think again. that conversation we had was indeed weird, but for some reason i'm not sorry for the way i appeared. even though acting like a fool is exactly what i feared, but at least the pain has not smeared... at least by not that much. so don't be revered. <3 atoning for all the cries, averyunusualjazz
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