♥ this post is going to be dedicated to another dear friend of mine ♥
we all know how badly he had hurt you
we all know how much you two liked each other.
we all knew.
we did not see it coming.
no one did.
and neither did you.
♥

i've been with you through your
whichever it was
i was there to witness it.

and so here i am talking to you
[you will know who you are]
as a friend's point of view.

the right thing for me to say,
is that you should get over him.
the right thing for me to do,
is to convince you that he is not worth it at all.
but it's only right because that's what friends are supposed to do.
to knock the sense into her friend's mind
that no guy is worth her tears.

but for now, i will risk being a bad one.
just so you don't have to hear another
"he's not worth it,"
or
"you're still not over it?"
or
"you'll get over him, just give it time."

because, sometimes all you need is a person
who agrees with you.
a person who sticks by you.
even if the person doesn't fully think it's right.

i'm willing to lie to myself
i'm willing to lie to you.
but it's not really a lie
if you feel no remorse.
it's not really a lie,
when your friend needs to hear it.

so here you go,
i won't say it because i think my voice
will fail me and i might not be able to say the words.
to say that...

"it's okay to have a broken heart."

that

"it's okay to be blind."

that

"it's okay to miss the old him."

because we all do.
even i do.
you're not alone,
you have your friends...
you have me...
and even though you want so badly to have him.

it's not that simple.





to be blunt,

it is over

but only with him.


not with your future,
not with yourself.

it is never over for you.

you can still move on
you can still live on with your life
you can still smile

even if it means you'll never stop missing him.
it is okay.

but all i have left to say,
is not to put too much hope on him now.

he fooled you once,
shame on him.
fool you twice
and it's shame on you.

♥with much love, jazz