let'sescaperealitytogether❤.

let's escape reality together ❤

"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won."
Profile "home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros i have a habit of wandering, therefore i get lost a lot.
jittering jealousy / Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 5:47 PM another post in one day. this is not about my dad or how fucking happy i am. complete opposite. this is about a boy that i promised myself that i would not waste another fucking word about. the boy that i vowed never to think about. never to dream about. never to... but if i can even lie to myself, i must sure as hell be a pretty good liar. i don't like him. i really don't. it's not denial. it's the truth. i don't like him, i just can't stop thinking about him. and i don't know why. and it pisses me off. because... it makes me feel weak. it makes me feel foolish. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. i have to stop. because if i don't, i don't think i'll ever be able to forgive myself. i don't like him, trust me when i say that. it's not my fault i can't stop thinking about him. A Note To The People Who Read This Post. No, I am not going to tell you who i am talking about, and don't take it personally. It's not because I don't trust you... it's because I don't trust myself. By the way, it isn't who it seems to be. ♥ emotionally retarded, jazz
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