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liar liar / Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 4:49 PM
'so where is he then?' 'he's here, he just got back this morning' 'how do you know?' 'i just do' he is here. he did get back that morning, how i know? because i spoke to him. i didn't see him. i just spoke to him. i didn't hear his voice. i just spoke to him. don't you just love skype? "i'm sorry, i really am and i love you. i know i have never said that out loud because it hurts but i do love you, i really do" "are you bullshitting me?" "wh-hat?" "that's a fucking lie and we both know it. i'm tired of your lies and all the deceit." - silence - "and i hate you," it's not something you want to tell anybody. it's not the easiest thing to do, to tell someone who is going through a lot that your father told you that he hated you right after you told him you loved him. i didn't tell you because one. it hurt and it still does two. i didn't want pity or sympathy three. i did not want to put you in a position where you have to help me when you can't even help yourself four. it just fucking hurts.
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