"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won." | ||||
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"home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros
i have a habit of wandering, therefore i get lost a lot. | ||||
miserably moaning / Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 10:57 PM
i hate mannequins i am jealous of them i hate mannequins i am jealous of them mannequins suck. evil eye / Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 7:32 PM i don't know why i do it. every time i see you, i watch you. even if it's blur. i don't know why i do it. every time i hear you, i listen to your voice even if it's just for a while. i don't know why i do it. every time i think of you, i confuse myself terribly even if i know exactly why i think about you. you make me sound like a girl who is crazy about a boy. you make me sound like a girlwho is crazy about you. but i'm not. i should know. i should know. i should know. i should know. because i know what it feels like. i know what it feels like. i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know sexily smirking. / Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 9:46 PM i
lipstick lullabies / Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 4:20 PM
i did not even notice that you said anythingdo not want to know .that you know that it should have been me = a boy who is far much older than i am, told me today that smoking is like sex. i disagree. you smoke alone. you puff and huff... alone. but sex, is different. sex is passionate. it can be quick it can be repetitive. it is different. so deal with it. i have a feeling i'm going to delete this post. till i looked around the room and you were gone. i did not even notice that you said goodbye till i looked around the room and you were gone. i did not even notice that we are not friends till i looked around the room and you were gone. i did not even notice that you were gone till i looked around the room and found you nowhere. i miss you old friend. i don't love you. i don't like you. but that doesn't mean i can't miss an old friend. because i do. and whenever i see you, my heart tightens. and i don't know why. because i don't love you nor do i like you. but when i see you in a crowded room, a smile appears on my face. and when i see you in that empty corner, i bite my lip and try to look away. i want to talk to you. i want to see you. i want to speak to you. i want to hear you. but i know i can't. i miss you, old friend.
bold beauty / Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 8:54 PM
I'm Thinking of the words to say, I'd like to think that this was fate. Reference to a song you love, Spell confusion with a "K" Like a star without its strings, I'm hanging here on these two wings. For that smile and those eyes I'm falling all the lies when will you open your eyes? poetically pathetic. poetically pathetic. If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic? When there's nothing more pathetic to be said tried to break my heart when it was broken. tried to crack into my soul even when it was broken. what's wrong with you? You bring me out, show me light,
poetically pathetic / @ 8:41 PM
I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside. You carry truth, and make me smile. If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you, For you... i don't want to know that you know that it should have been me If you ever had the chance, Would you make your life seem right? Or would you only hold it back, The good times, the hard, and the bad. Whatever you say is alright, Just as long as there's no doubt. Could you look me in the eye and say hopes died? i may not have the softest touch, If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?i may not have a soothing voice, i may not seem like very much but honey... i'm yours. When there's nothing more pathetic to be said with your empty heart and mine filled with pain. You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside. You carry truth, and make me smile. If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you. because i dream of her lips on your cheek Our wish,and i got the point that i should leave you alone but we both know that i'm not that strong and i miss the lips that made me fly Each time, Keeps me returning to you, Night after night Lift me up as high as the clouds that won the sky, For you and I this is for the ones who believe their lives won't change hoping that someday things will mend and be the same and this is for the ones who have lost it all when all that's left to gain You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside. You carry truth, and make me smile, If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you try to speak when there's nothing... nothing that i can say to make you stay You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside You carry truth, and make me smile If it were you and me tonight, I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you, For you... i miss your lips against mine, i miss your voice by my side, i miss your breath by my ear, i miss your body against my own, i miss the heat you radiated, and i miss the way your eyes gazed at my own. i miss the way we were. and then we'd both go down together
we'd stay there forever just try to get up and i'm sorry, this wasn't easy when i asked you believe me, you never let go i was with IAN
but now i am not. we broke up after 23 hours and 28 minutes. technically we were never in a relationship.
23 hours and 28 minutes. haha. the irony.
how happy / Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 8:01 PM
"you do know what i mean, don't you?"and then we'd both go down together,
we may stay there forever i'll just try to get up and i'm sorry, this wasn't easy when i asked you believe me, you never let go... but i let go
sory ian.
"no actually, i don't." "at last... something you don't know.""yes, dear. you've told me before." "i... i have?" "yes... you have.""oh... when?" "remember that night when we went out and you said those things about what you fear?""...yeah." "well... i remember.""but that was around three years ago." "i know that. i just remember everything about you.""you are the only girl... who can make me feel like this." "haha, is that such a bad thing?" "no... but it is when i know you don't feel the same."i may have missed camp. but a certain boy accompanied me and made me open my eyes to see that... someone out there cares for me. and i'm sorry
boyboyboy / @ 6:30 PM
at the same time i thank you. i'm sorry i don't feel the same way. but thank you, so much. Boy And Girl This is our story. A story we both have together. About a girl and a boy who always have each other. Forever this is our story, our very own love story. That shares our tears and fears and even our glory. It’s a very nice story that we share. Oh darling, how I remember how much you care. But this story cannot last forever. Oh no. Because very soon, I will have to go. How about we go together? Then we shall remain forever. I promised I would be there to catch you when you fall. I promised I would be there right at your very call. Don’t be so foolish, dear. Please just accept, and don’t waste a tear. I may have to go soon very far away But remember in your heart I shall stay. I just hate to think about life without you, I cannot begin to imagine what I will have to go through. My love for you is immense that I cannot think. That even the tears in my eyes, I cannot blink. I know you would move the highest mountains for me, Or even cross the deepest oceans that you shall ever see. But darling, this is life. It is how it is. I need to go and forever will I be missed. We have such little time and as the clock ticks by All I can do is shut my eyes and try To make the best of what little time we have To make the best of what little time we had. Soon, you shall leave my bedside. Soon, you shall have to learn to confide And learn to love somebody other than me. Somebody other than me. I cannot love again Because of the pain. And because you have my heart I cannot go back to the very start. Hmmm… Remember how we watched the stars in the night sky? How we laid across the hilltop and watched the clouds go by? Or even how we used to talk until late at night? Or even when we broke out into one of our silly fights. I do remember. But how about that day? Was it irrational of me to ask you to stay? I never got to ask you, but did I do something wrong? Because I never expected for your answer to take so long. Asking me to marry you, will not make me stay. You should know that, so do not take this the wrong way. I love you and that is all that matters. Nothing in my heart will ever shatter. I don’t want this day to come to an end, You mean so much to me; you are more than a friend. We may be so young but I know what we have is real. Because no word other than love can describe how I feel. I am only a part of your life. You can love me Even for eternity but later on, another girl will let you see That I am not the only one you can love Even if I am at a place very high up above. Just don’t be afraid to open up your heart Because you cannot afford to be so thorn apart. Like you said, we are very young and what we have is real But in the future another girl will come along and make you feel Because even when I am gone, you still have a life to live Even when I am gone, you have an empty heart to fill. You shall discover that there is more than the two of us You shall discover that you can make more than one story. You still have an empty heart to fill Because with me gone, You are still not done. But- No dear, no buts. We’ve only- Just begun. <3 Jarrah Lim for the poetry competition. earth,flight and discovery. i know mine seems far-fetched. but... fuck it. i'll redo it later.
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