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sticky situation. / Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 8:40 PM
i have a friend, who i deeply care for and she isn't afraid to admit that she still has feelings for him. and here i am staring at my ever so clean ceiling, thinking "how about me?" do i still have feelings for him? i ask myself, does my heart beat faster when i see him? no, it doesn't. unlike my friend, i do not stare at pictures of us i do not get a tremendous sensation when i see him. i do not wish i was still with him. i do not make myself hate him i do not convince myself that i am not good enough for him. also, unlike my friend, i do not feel the same way about him. unlike her, i'm not as brave. but i want to. i miss it. i loved it. at the same time i hated him. both of us, are in the same sticky situation we are both single. she still likes him and finds it hard to get over him. i do not like him but find it hard to not get over him. can i hear anyone say, "fucked" ? the thing about my friend is that, she is gorgeous... beautiful even. boys out there want her but she strongly wants one man. and one boy only. i sometimes wonder, when she is with another guy does his face pop up? because when i am with another boy, his face flashes. does that mean i am not over him? my heart does not beat for him my face does not flush for him my eyes does not tear for him and yet... sean, what the fuck is wrong with me?
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