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/ Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 7:47 PM
to that darling friend of mine who is so far away, i would tell you that i am here for you, i would tell you what i want to tell you. that i love you that i care about you and that i miss you but what's the point? all you ever talk about is him and i don't mind. i love it. i love how you can talk to me about him. i love listening to you i love being your friend being a person in your life being a person who cares for you who loves you but you brush me off, it is you who brushes me off. and when i ask you "why?" all you say is that i never listen. but i do, i listen to you say the same thing twice three times four times over and over again. i never get tired of it, till now. and why? all because you tell me that i never listen. what hurts the most, is the fact that you turned to nikolai over me. i'm fine with it. i can understand it if you guys are friends, but the fact that you told me that you talk to him because i do not listen, it hurts. i do listen, and just because i say things that you do not want to hear, does not mean that you did not need to hear it. i love you, and i hope you can just realize that alex isn't the only one who cares about you.
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