let'sescaperealitytogether❤.

let's escape reality together ❤

"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won."
Profile "home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros i have a habit of wandering, therefore i get lost a lot.
going gaga. / Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 9:17 PM "tell me that i won't feel a thing, so give me Novocaine." it spreads, therefore contagious. eating me up with the hunger it holds and colouring me green. i'm jealous. there we go, those two words sound so pathetic even when it is just typed out. envious? fuck no, let's not go that far. so my skin is turning green, my mind is unclean. i can't think of anybody other than you but then again you haven't got a clue. too stupid, too infatuated. with her and only her. i'm so sick. coughing up and choking at my jealousy. all your "secret" messages are only for her to read, too bad i can see right through you. all your "underlying" notes are only for her to see, too bad i know you too well. all your "unrequited" feelings are only for her and only her, too bad she'll never feel the same way. "i loved you first," baby, you say we're history but i sure do miss the damn past. "ouch, i have lost myself again." it's all because of you that i'm going through such a predicament such a situation such a life just because i can't have you. i'm lost. i'm gone. i'm done. it is over. it was. how many times do i have to keep going through this? "i'm tired of being sorry." so sick of love songs. so sick of those couples. so sick of the movies. so sick of my poems. so sick of valentines day. i'm turning pale, getting cold as ice. ill because of you. exhausted and tired. frail and fragile. "i know i don't belong, in that room i see him i see him and he's with her i turn and then i'm gone."
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