let'sescaperealitytogether❤.

let's escape reality together ❤

"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won."
Profile "home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros i have a habit of wandering, therefore i get lost a lot.
heavy hearts. / Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 11:20 PM "i'm over you," i say over and over again. just because she goes on and on about him, does not mean she likes him. just because she can't stop thinking about him, does not mean she likes him. just because all she ever talks about is him, does not mean she likes him. does this look familiar to you? all these symptoms. the longing looks, the aching heartbeat, the jumpy start, the sensational pounding and many more. these symptoms show that i have been caught, yet again. in that web that he has weaved. trapped. however, it's not the same. it never is. i've never been in love, and i have never been in a serious relationship. but i don't feel like i am missing out on anything. i stare at couples, some of which are my very good friends, and i envy their joy and capability of sharing. but i don't envy what they have. i don't want to be a girlfriend. i don't want to be a wife. i don't want to have kids. i don't want to have a wedding. will that change? who the hell cares. right now, i am infatuated. and maybe even missing someone. the phrase; "you were my first," would seem irrelevant, but there's an underlying meaning to it. just read between my bed sheets and then you'll see.
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