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intensive innuendos. / Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 10:51 PM
this goes to you, whether you know it or not. i do not want you nor do i need you,but i wish to breathe you in and feel the lush of your lips sink into my own. i do not want you nor do i need you, but i wish to taste the sweetness held and concealed within the fragmentation of your figure. i do not want you nor do i need you, but i wish to hold you close to my deary breaking ill heart just so i can smell that musky scent that drives me nuts. it's you that i think of, not all the time but you consume most of my thoughts. your face, illuminates my dark and dirty thoughts. your voice, echoes the tunnel of my mind. your scent, stinks up my nasal vase. i do not feel any immense and fervent feelings yet i somehow feel drawn to you, should i be cursed and punished for how i feel? i was once before, feeling similar emotions, pointedly towards a boy who broke my heart. but this is different. i do not like you. i do not love you. i do not hate you. i hate thinking i despise wondering i abhor meditating i dislike deliberating i detest reflecting i execrate contemplating especially when all that's in my mind, is you and only you. i do not want you nor do i need you, and yet something inside me is screaming
"DENIAL" | ||||
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