"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won."

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"home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

i have a habit of wandering,
therefore i get lost a lot.

hello haikus. / Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 8:23 PM

sexually frustrated?

you

have

no idea.

stop smiling. / Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 10:58 PM

"some things are true,

whether you believe in them

or not."

absolutely adorable. / Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 10:59 PM

"you only live once,

but if you do it right,

once is enough."

and i type in colours,

to make up for the lack of them

in my life.

weeping wounds. / Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 7:07 PM

we both know that
you spell
my
name with those
lips of yours,
every time you are with

another

girl.

laugh louder. / Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 11:30 PM

the bittersweet taste of yours,
still lingers on my lips.

so i laugh louder,
to catch your attention.

have you been listening?

can't commit. / Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 7:56 PM

"you remind me of
a song i used to love,"

"i'm a great burning
lament to this day."

♥

fast forward. / Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:34 PM

i'm not so sure anymore.

becoming bruised. / Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:55 AM

"Gentlemen,

your temptress has arrived.
she's perfectly disguised.

in black and white with
dollar signs and dotted lines.
with my hands upon her hips...
the notion of a kiss.

the candles lit. i can't commit.
this feather's dipped in ink.
a tattoo that never heals.

she's asking me to
sign right here."

we are all blinded
by appendages and
so we are bruised.

increasingly insecure. / Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 7:34 PM

"sweet darling,
this is my confession
to the crimes of
wanting you so badly.

and darlin' if you're
wondering here's your answer

yes i like you,
i don't love you
i can't love you

yet."

everyone else. / Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:23 PM

"she dispels smoke from her lips
and floats away with it.
letting go of so much pain,
her tears are thick enough to stain."

"you're as sleek
as the words you speak."

magic mushrooms. / Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 11:10 PM

like a verbal punching bag;

i
swing
back
and
forth.

"i'll describe the way i feel,
you're my new achilles heel."

diving down. / Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:49 AM

and:
my eyes blink,
my heart goes,
and it feels so hollow,

like an empty room.

♡

where did all the love go?

predictable patterns. / @ 9:39 AM

"cross my heart, hope to die
i swear i wont say what
happened that night."

i'm but a girl,
just like the rest of
your victims. ♥

"i'll hold your tears as a ransom,
within the palm of my hand."

sugar skulls. / Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 4:44 PM

"she's just a little girl,
she knows nothing of this
little game
we like to
play."

there are no winners but
only losers; in the game of ~~lust~~ love.

in italic. / @ 4:18 PM

one by one

deux

too true to be true

trois

i ask of three words

quatre

from you, for me

one

two
three

my heart slowly beats

four
five
six

it stops.

"and if you never had my heart,
i would've never called you back."

evenly endorsed. / Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 7:13 PM

there's

a

reason

why

my

story

isn't

rated

and the reason is you.

hollow hearts. / Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 5:14 PM

my vision blurs,
and i find myself stuck.

you are the Grindelwald to my Dumbledore,
the Mab to my Merlin, the Napolean to my Wellington;

what else is there to say?

so we sing the same lyrics,
listen to the same songs,
hum to the same tune.

that doesn't make us the same.

"if i liked you would you like that
if i kissed you would you kiss back"

can't comprehend. / Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 12:18 AM

my head is throbbing
and i feel like a part of me is missing.

if i ever fucking see him again,
i will fucking kill him.

and that isn't a metaphor.

melancholic music. / Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 7:14 PM

it's the music that we listen to that gives away
our true inner emotions.

nowadays, i find myself lost.
there's no reason.
i'm happy, or so it seems.

i know i am, i've made some sacrifices
and they were worth it.
but somehow, sometimes, somewhere
i still find myself face down against my pillow
soaking wet, tainted with dissolved salt.

i'm happy though. but i don't know for how long.

but there's always something missing.

i just don't what
or who it is.

"but like a dream you disappeared
without a sound, without a trace"

all i know is that if i were to be a magician,
i would have perfected the disappearing act.

dreadful downfall. / Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 11:41 PM

there's this thing that turns me on;

sadly, it isn't you.

because in my eyes,

you are just another boy

who failed

to keep me

company

in my moment of need.

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"if only i had an enemy bigger than my apathy, i could have won."
Profile "home is wherever i'm with you." - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros i have a habit of wandering, therefore i get lost a lot.
hello haikus. / Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 8:23 PM sexually frustrated? you have no idea. stop smiling. / Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 10:58 PM "some things are true, whether you believe in them or not." absolutely adorable. / Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 10:59 PM "you only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough." and i type in colours, to make up for the lack of them in my life. weeping wounds. / Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 7:07 PM we both know that you spell my name with those lips of yours, every time you are with another girl. laugh louder. / Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 11:30 PM the bittersweet taste of yours, still lingers on my lips. so i laugh louder, to catch your attention. have you been listening? can't commit. / Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 7:56 PM "you remind me of a song i used to love," "i'm a great burning lament to this day." ♥ fast forward. / Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 7:34 PM i'm not so sure anymore. becoming bruised. / Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 11:55 AM "Gentlemen, your temptress has arrived. she's perfectly disguised. in black and white with dollar signs and dotted lines. with my hands upon her hips... the notion of a kiss. the candles lit. i can't commit. this feather's dipped in ink. a tattoo that never heals. she's asking me to sign right here." we are all blinded by appendages and so we are bruised. increasingly insecure. / Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 7:34 PM "sweet darling, this is my confession to the crimes of wanting you so badly. and darlin' if you're wondering here's your answer yes i like you, i don't love you i can't love you yet." everyone else. / Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:23 PM "she dispels smoke from her lips and floats away with it. letting go of so much pain, her tears are thick enough to stain." "you're as sleek as the words you speak." magic mushrooms. / Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 11:10 PM like a verbal punching bag; i swing back and forth. "i'll describe the way i feel, you're my new achilles heel." diving down. / Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 9:49 AM and: my eyes blink, my heart goes, and it feels so hollow, like an empty room. ♡ where did all the love go? predictable patterns. / @ 9:39 AM "cross my heart, hope to die i swear i wont say what happened that night." i'm but a girl, just like the rest of your victims. ♥ "i'll hold your tears as a ransom, within the palm of my hand." sugar skulls. / Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 4:44 PM "she's just a little girl, she knows nothing of this little game we like to play." there are no winners but only losers; in the game of ~~lust~~ love. in italic. / @ 4:18 PM un one by one deux too true to be true trois i ask of three words quatre from you, for me one two three my heart slowly beats four five six it stops. "and if you never had my heart, i would've never called you back." evenly endorsed. / Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 7:13 PM there's a reason why my story isn't rated PG and the reason is you. hollow hearts. / Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 5:14 PM my vision blurs, and i find myself stuck. you are the Grindelwald to my Dumbledore, the Mab to my Merlin, the Napolean to my Wellington; what else is there to say? so we sing the same lyrics, listen to the same songs, hum to the same tune. that doesn't make us the same. "if i liked you would you like that if i kissed you would you kiss back" can't comprehend. / Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 12:18 AM my head is throbbing and i feel like a part of me is missing. if i ever fucking see him again, i will fucking kill him. and that isn't a metaphor. melancholic music. / Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 7:14 PM it's the music that we listen to that gives away our true inner emotions. nowadays, i find myself lost. there's no reason. i'm happy, or so it seems. i know i am, i've made some sacrifices and they were worth it. but somehow, sometimes, somewhere i still find myself face down against my pillow soaking wet, tainted with dissolved salt. i'm happy though. but i don't know for how long. but there's always something missing. i just don't what or who it is. ' "but like a dream you disappeared without a sound, without a trace" all i know is that if i were to be a magician, i would have perfected the disappearing act. dreadful downfall. / Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 11:41 PM there's this thing that turns me on; sadly, it isn't you. because in my eyes, you are just another boy who failed to keep me company in my moment of need.
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